Probably The Best Day I ever had

Saturday... I use to go out, but today... no Orchard Road, no Spinelli, no Late Nite Shopping Madness, no no no no... just stay home and doing house chores. Since I moved to this beautiful resort like one-bedroom condominium, I didn't have time to do anything, I just put here put there and voila... my place to live.

Saturday... I started with vacumming and mopping the floor, then I continued with the bedroom and bathroom, after that kitchen was the ending.

Saturday... I was sooo tired, sweaty and exhausted. But I was also happy... it felt like all my troubles are taken away with the dust, it felt like I was cleaning my mind instead of cleaning the house. I have never felt this happy before...


"My beautiful place, the one that GOD had chosen for me to live.... the one that I dreamt about, the reason why I always believe in miracles...."

I truly love you baby....

That's the subject of the email he sent me yesterday.. the content wasn't really romantic, even it wasn't romantic at all, it was about the work, the business that we have done so far... but that subject was meaningful, in fact that was amazing....

If I look back to those 6 years we have known each other and the 4 years 9 months together, we were hardly have time to just relax and talk each other about the future. As seen clearly, maybe this is what our future is... rush for work, get into prospective business, family to take care of, family to be responsible for, family problems... family, family and family... work, job and business.

But you know what... I am happy, happy as all I can be. There's no one I want to share my life with but him. We were never holding hands like couples in shopping mall because we don't have time to go there together, we were never do things like couples do because we were too busy to think like couples.


But he is there when I need him, he might not holding my hands in malls but he always take care of me when I'm sick, he might not hugging me tight in public but he sends me sms and calls me whenever we are apart, he might have just a little time for me but I know very sure that his heart is mine...



Dedicated to A, the one that my heart is waiting for....

Imagine me without you

" Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you"


* For all the times I kneel in the altar
I know You're up there watching my tears