Maybe Yes, Maybe No (Part I)

Maybe I have to give up...


Everything in this world belongs to GOD... everything... you name it, and it belongs to GOD. Even this world also belongs to GOD.

Singapore, Euphony, all the things in it, my life in Singapore, and everything that I have achieved during my time in Singapore, all are GOD's belonging. If GOD order me to leave Singapore and go to London in this very time, I have to be ready...... and also, if GOD order me to stay in Jakarta for the rest of my life, I don't have any choice then to be completely ready.

Maybe I have to give up... Maybe I have to go back, to the place where I should be, to the place that I have been avoiding for this whole year. Maybe a dream is only a dream... It's not that I don't believe in my dreams, but I have to get real, as real as I can be.

Giving up doesn't mean that I'm a Loser... I maybe cannot get what I wish for, but I know for sure that I give up for the sake of so many people...

Maybe I have to give up...
"Maybe yes, maybe no"*



*This quote is taken from the famous Above The Line (ATL) advertisement in commercial television in Jakarta