Maybe Yes, Maybe No (Part II)

Based on many resources, Scholarship is something that is given to an individual or a group, as an award for achieving a certain range of criteria. This range of criteria is vary from one institution to the other. Well in my case, the scholarship is given to the prospective student who can score for more than 75% in a total of 12 modules.

I'm not saying I'm that qualified for this scholarship I mentioned above. But according to the record, and my experiences... I'm more than able to have that 75%. But still, all belong to GOD, if this is not for me, I can do nothing than pray and wait for my turn. It hurts like hell, yes it is, knowing that you can have the opportunity to get scholarship but then a group of people ruined it and you got nothing, absolutely nothing... empty, zero...

What should I do then? Complain?

I'm not that complaint type kind-a-person.

Maybe this one really isn't for me. Maybe my scores are also not as great as I think. Maybe this scholarship thing is only a joke, a thing to endorse more students to enroll to this school... I don't know, I'm not sure if this scholarship is even exist... Maybe it is... Maybe Yes, Maybe No.